I was curious if anyone else has wondered this.

It seems that all I can look back on, growing up, that the only memories I have are bad ones. It doesn't sit very well with me.

I keep thinking that certainly, maybe, hopefully, there have to be some good memories. Somewhere.

Maybe there are, and the bad ones override them?

Maybe I'm only focusing on the bad ones?

Maybe there is a part of me that I haven't found that has the good memories?

If I focus on it too long, it causes much anxiety.

Has anyone else ever struggled with this?

Just curious.