Dear T,

Today did not go well and I do not want to come back. I want to run. Run from you, run from H, run from the world. If it weren't for my kids I would probably be gone right now. I want to email you about this but I feel like I can't even do that. I know you and H were trying to lighten the mood but I feel like I was being mocked about my issues when it comes to emailing..... I'm not sure that is something I can ever do again now.

Sigh.

I just want to give up.