ah, a Hoosier, I'm originally from Indiana myself.

I believe one day my suffering will turn over a new league and I will one day live better thanks to suffering. At the moment when I was posting this I was very angry and envious that my Mothers life was bound to get easier and mine was bound to continue to be tough. I guess this is life...this is how it is supposed to be, unfair. I just have to accept this and do the best with what I do have. I've been thinking with this attitude for the last couple days...it's been better.

I appreciate your support and understanding.