I was fired from my new job which lasted 2 months only. I was told that I was not a fit. I knew why, during those 2 months I had been having weird experiences. I would forget a conversation I just had either in person or by phone, I forget peoples names and faces, then what makes it more weird. I would go and retrieve the mail and upon returning back to my cubicle. I felt lost and disoriented and I felt I was having an out of body experience as I try to find my way back to my cubicle. Also while I'm driving I totally lose memory of where I am going that I have to pull over and think hard where was I suppose to go.
I told this to my doctor and she believe I am going thru Dissociation. I also told her On a rare occasions I would hold objects in my hand and not feeling nor acknowledge I'm holdind something.
MRI, Cat Scan, & EKG reveal nothing.
My fear that it could occur again when I find another job. I felt so stupid at the job and they probably thought I was stupid.
Any thoughts?
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