I was raped some time ago and again five months ago. I was a virgin and I can't get over the fact that I am not anymore. I don't know how to get past it. I have tried to talk but got "it's just your virginity. No one really cares."
It meant a lot to me. I felt...clean.

For some reason, a lot have said it was expected of me because both of them and I were together at that time.