((((kebsfroggy)))) i know how you feel. especially with your house's condition. i so understand. it's like this in my dreams, falling apart like bugger. gosh, i know how hard it is to stay alive like this. yes, as the other here have said, we seriously love having you here. you are a special person to us. really, i'm not saying this just to make you feel better because it's the absolute truth.

kebs, i was studying at college to become a scientist when i was first hit with depression. my personality changed, and i wasn't into being a scientist anymore. but, still, i know what you're saying. depression sure doesn't discriminate.