When I get in these mood states there comes a point where I just want to go numb and kind of check out, not die but not live my life at that moment either. So I start increasing my klonopin usage. I am allowed four 0.5mg pills a days as a prn. But like today I took those 4 in a span of about 50 minutes. Then later another two and tonight will be another two. Not sure what the rest of the weekend will bring. My T wants me to let her know how much I am using but for now I think I will just ignore her.