I put this here.. in this forum.. and I hope that it can stay...

Thank you all.... for always being there for me... you have no idea what it is like to be able to come here.. to find.. caring wonderful people.. that understand...

I don't have this IRL.. so when I come here... I am overwhelmed.. by all of you... thank you..

My meltdown is over... I did see the dr.. and more antibodtics.. and my lymph nodes are very swollen... so.. will see specialest on 14th... and hopefully... I can find something more out...

Thank you all.. each and every one of you...