I have some random good memories floating around. A place we went on holiday and I made a friend once... a random kindness from a stranger.... a fun experience I had at a birthday party I went to... being at an amusement park when I was twelve... a cat I found and manage to secretly feed and befriend... they are random little memories and I bet there are more of them. But I don't have any happy memories of being with family. I don't have memories of what day to day life was like in my family home. Maybe not true... i do have random flashes of the smell of the basement, the sound of me rummaging through my childhood toy box, the sound of a tv show theme song. overall I think there is very little that i remember.