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Terry, you're describing my life. I'm exhausted much of the time (save for when I'm kind of manic). I use caffeine and cigarettes as fuel to keep up the facade for those I care about. It's a constant chore and it's draining.
But it's what we have to do for those we love and I think it's worth it.
Now I just need to be able to do it without the caffeine and nicotine.
Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/
Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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