My most recent weight loss was triggered by meds for bipolar, made me nauseous and didn't want food. I dropped some weight in couple weeks. Now I just cant seem to allow my self to gain any of it back. I know I should because I don't feel healthy. I weigh myself every morning to make sure I haven't gained. You made a very interesting point, I never thought I could be doing this as a form of self harm but it makes sense. Now how to stop this vicious cycle?