Hello everyone I'm new.

Has anyone had a really consistent depression/social anxiety thing where it has manifested in to an anger problem? I live at home and I am incredibly irritable around my father who is also depressed and repressed. I went out in to the world, I failed, I'm trying to recover back home. I just have so much anger towards my father. I am racked with guilt. Does anyone have this? I am so ashamed of myself but it's become so ingrained.