Today has been an especially bad one..........dark moods. Anxiety so bad that I had to sit in my car at lunch and cry just to get it all out. This after a very "up" weekend of celebration (it was our 22nd wedding aniversary), xmas shopping ,decorating, etc. Not much sleep and I was feeling good. So good. Today has been the ultimate crash. Like a hammer to the head. I feel like I'm stuck in a spider web of sorts with my life force being sucked out by some invisible beast that I cannot kill. Someone please get me a really big shoe to stomp this mother!