yeah. we have variations of how things are. if it is just me and others aren't around (closer to the surface i mean), i can remember things better and more clearly. if one of them is around, depending on how much their thoughts/feelings influence things, it could be more them doing things. sometimes it is like i am here 1% and they take up the other 99%, so i am always around at least a little bit, but the memories/details of things around those times gets more difficult to recall. i can remember in the moment writing things, but as time goes on the memory of it can get more distant hours or days later, etc.

i don't always know who is around, what is my doing and what isn't, etc. even if i feel one of them around...but i guess it just differs a lot in general.