Just noticed no one replied to this. I bet there are times you wish you could forget--it probably makes you mad that you can't erase this memory. Maybe changing your username would help you not think of it as often. Time will also help with that but you will still think of it sometimes when you don't want/expect to (hopefully, it will happen less and less often). I am so sorry about that. <<hugs>> I will say a prayer for you. You are more than that memory. It may have changed you but you will go on and grow and change again.