Or, you continue to see her and set your plan off a while. It can always be readdressed.
I am DID and currently am inpatient. It's not the worst. I've had worse. My littles are currently hiding from the b.p. Machine and lady. There's been a lot of hide and seek today.
If you need it, you need it. End of story. If it will save your life, you do it.
I climbed a Sui fence (ok an alter did). It's serious. You do what you have to do. Better voluntary than non.
A hold still might get put on you but I've found those come off quickly once they see I am of sound mind.
Thinking of you from the 5th floor!!!