i relate with you 110% on this one...

im just starting my own little search for God, my family got REALLY into it a few years ago and it drove me mad.

i still cant talk to any of them without being told to go read scripters because it will make me feel better or fix my problems, when, unfortunately, books dont cure the sorts of problems i have. belief MIGHT HELP, but not books.

so there you go, i'm surrounded by people who hound me daily for everything i do because im just Lucifer's best bud to them...

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