I'm so sorry that you have to go through all this. I'm so glad you came here and posted. This is a warm and caring place. The best thing we do here is to listen and care.

I hope your partner is able to get the right combination of drugs to stay as healthy as possible. Maybe all the confusion and shock will subside and you'll be able to be close again.

It's a relief that you haven't tested positive. I can understand your feelings of betrayal. You have so much to deal with. Thank you for sharing your heart.