Dustin!!!!
STOP setting yourself up for this kind of hurtful thinking!!! You are doing yourself a great injustice if you think she's going to drop what she's doing to attend to you. Why can't
you get that through your head? Stop beating yourself up if she doesn't answer you right away. If you were in crises, she would call back right away. However: since you just want to talk to her, she's saving it for your sessions. Why does she then, give you encouragement to email her if she
doesn't intend on writing you back? Think about it. I'm guessing she wants you to let her know how you're doing since your last session???? Maybe that's all it can be?
Put yourself in her shoes....would you want one of your clients BUGGING you off the wall for attention on YOUR time? Maybe that's what she's thinking Dustin. You just need ATTENTION?.........she's NOT your mother. She can't be a replacement. Take a step back and look at the whole
picture here, and then decide if you are not bringing this on yourself in hopes of hearing WHAT you want to hear from her.