Hi, trying to get some advice, help, anything. I have finally realized I don't know how to begin to start to help myself. Just in case it helps to know I've was married for 10 years and I left him and have 3 kids, so I would think I could figure this out, but I feel like I'm losing my mind. For the past couple years I've noticed my anxiety getting worse. Feel like my mind is always thinking the worst. A couple of years ago I went on Wellbutrin after a breakup bc I couldn't even handle it. Well I pulled myself together and a year ago met my amazing fiancé. The beginning was great, like I was on clod 9. But we had some struggles, he cheated with his ex, and he has his own self body issues and put himself on a dating website for validation. After that I forgave him, but my anxiety came back worse than ever. As a result I literally drive myself crazy thinking while I'm at work he's cheating. What's he doing, who's he with. To the point I'm actually pushing him away. I went off my Wellbutrin a few months ago and I felt like I got worse. I've been back on it for 5 days now and pray it helps. But even when I was still on it my mind just won't calm down. I just want to be happy and enjoy our relationship and my mind won't seem to let me. I literally feel like I'm losing my mind. And losing my relationship I'm the process. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks