I woke up this morning with the word "resolute" in my mind.
I'm not sure what to make of it, except for the choices I've made concerning my mom this weekend.
I've enjoyed the weekend with my family. My boys, husband, daughterinlaw and of course the grand baby.
I've spent the past 3 weekends visiting her and trying to care for her. This weekend, I decided she was in good hands and I didn't need to be there. I'm struggling a bit with feeling like I'm not doing what I need to do for her, but I'm doing what I need to do for me.
It feels pretty darn good!!
I guess that's resolute. I don't know. Think I'll look the definition up and see if it applies.
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning
"Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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