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Originally Posted by elevatedsoul
i try to play video games... but i lately cant.... depression...
i get high to relieve the pain and depression... but lately i cant...
i cant work because of my "problems"
i have severe anxiety, which i also get high to relieve, but i cant work while high
im just shutting down and exhausting all my outlets...
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I hear you, I'm on disability myself because I have not been able to work for a long time (I've been on it for about 7 years now). Even at this point, I only work part-time, 24 hours a week. We can only do what we are able to do, and pushing ourselves severely past our limits can be dangerous.
Maybe start small, adding in just a bit of extra fun each day even if it feels forced at first.
It sounds like you might benefit from a hospital stay, it could be something to consider. I wish you the best.