I very often look at the obituaries on line in the area where I came from to see if anyone I knew had passed away. I rarely ever see anyone I know. But I would find out that someone I knew had died and it never made it to the obituary. What's really weird is that I go to a web site of a funeral home in the small town I came from; and I would not know anyone in the list of names.

Sometimes I would read about someone in full if they are my age or younger. I had gone through depression in the past, that seeing people in the obituary would be like making the honor roll. It was like I wish it were me.