My initial aversion to responding stems from the pain I feel about this topic. I am going to cut it short. This is the first time in the 8 years I've been acquainted with this forum that I've actually been triggered. The jealousy you feel more than likely is rooted in the belief that you yourself aren't good enough. You see these women and get jealous that your husband sees them, too. Maybe someone picked on you for being too much of what they thought was a bad thing. Maybe your ideals of women are high because of what you want to. Maybe you think your husband won't love you because he saw another woman's naked body.

Remember in the end, your husband chose you. I know in a lot of cases it may not mean much. I've been cheated on and people have said some pretty nasty things to degrade my body. I can't change what God has given me, and neither can you. You are beautiful the way you are, and your husband more than likely knows that, too. He chose you. He probably has his own insecurities he has to deal with, too.

You have your guard up about this kind of stuff, and it hurts you more in the end. Allow yourself to breathe and the pleasure of being vulnerable. If this is something you can talk over with your husband, please do.