I am on a course of stupidness.

It's 2:00 AM and I have no desire to go to bed. My mind is too full of what I think I've done wrong and what I should have done.

This is pissing me off.

Resolute was what I heard when I woke up.

Today was an amazing day with my family. It was eventful with weather coming in but we were together and it was good.

I called to check on my mom and immediately felt guilty.

I don't want to.

Too much to put put words to. My heart hurts but there is nothing there to make it better.

I should be old enough for this to be ok.

For some reason I'm not.

I guess that's ok.