yea that sounds like what i am feeling or have been feeling too.
i have tons of energy - get alot done in one day - it relaxes me when i am working hard .... but then i get agitated - pissed off easy .. been fighting to slow down feelings but it is hard .. i am fighting to not slow down .. i am afraid if i do i will not get back up and sink into the dark depression.
it is a struggle.
i snap at ppl easy cuz i am tired i spose.. i dont ever mean to hurt anyone though.
klonopin helps alot!
I had some rapid cycling the other day that was driving me nuts .. up down and sideways feeling - all out of sorts but i feel better now/
learning to use mindfullness is helping when i cycle like that.
thanks for your reply!
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