Hi T,

I wanna know if what we did as children is considered to be "normal behavior" or not. I mean, it was fun back then, but thinking about it now it causes me a great level of disturbance. I don't wanna tell you though because... I'm ashamed of what we did? We were kids, it was a game. We laughed about it. Why is it bothering me so much right now?

You could just guess what it's about and tell me that it's normal. Please?

And concerning therapy... I want to quit again. I feel that what we do is not enough. That it'll never be enough.
I'm hurting T. That's why we shouldn't mess with my memories. Past is past