I'm not sure where I'm at today. I feel caught between depression and normalcy. Work has me stressed beyond belief; I've got so much to do and not enough time to do it.

The weekend was relaxing, I spent most of it at home with the family. Now I find myself feeling guilty that I didn't do enough with the kids and like I'm not being a very good father.

The clock is ticking and 5 can't come soon enough. I hope this isn't headed toward another depressed episode like I had last week.

In all, I just feel caught between a rock and a hard place. I'm trying to be motivated to get work done, but I'm doing it so slowly that it seems it's all piling up. If any of you pray, I'd appreciate your thoughts and prayers as I go through whatever this is.

I'm starting to think I need to start seeing a therapist.