Well regarding trauma, I was molested as a child in a 8 year time frame, I was bullied (physically & verbally) from the first day in Kindergarten up until High School almost every single day, then at home from the age of 5 thru 13, I was physically, verbally, & emotionally abuse by my older sibling who was 13 years older than I was. All these 3 events all occurred in the same time frame.

There was an incident where my adult sibling slammed me hard hard against the wall (my head bounced twice on wall)after punching & kicking me. 2 days after, I would walk into a room not knowing how I got there. I remember from Point A and walking up at Point B with no recollection in between. After that, off and on holding objects in my hand and not be aware of it.

I am not sure I wonder if a new job was too stressful for me that prompted those symptoms.