I feel like I want to punch and break everything around me. Sometimes I feel like I want to kill someone but the fear of going to jail stops me. When someone makes me angry I lash out at them and hit them or an object.

I like the sight of blood. When I get a cut I like to watch my blood ooz out and cover my finger in red. Sometimes I like to scare people. It makes me happy when I know that this person fears me, that I might snap and hurt them in a second. I like it when my mom sometimes tells me I have no heart.

I know I'm not a psychopath. I cry, I have feelings. I don't always feel like this. I can get sad, I can be happy but I can also feel angry to the point where I'd snap your neck but I don't because something stops me.