Just everything is such hard work
Climbing steep hills every day
not often cruising down them
in an oh so simple way.....
Just give me a day of freedom
to behave in a normal manner
wish it was as easy to mend hurt
as you would a car with a spanner...
Hurt by people in the past
tortured by one who should have protected
now hurt by family who disrespect
feelings again of complete rejection.
Tried my hardest, protected, loved,
gave myself, now her selfishness cuts
like a blade to my heart
It's all driving me nuts....

Jinny aghhhhhhhhhhhhh