So I know I am a schizophrenic (if that's how u say it) and I have live for the past 2 years getting worse. Honestly I thought it was normal. My friend was actually the one to point it out to me. (Several times and now thinks I am a freak and no longer talks to me) I can't focus to do anything anymore and really want to get rid of the voices and hallucinations but need real help, if i tel my parents they will dismiss it and laugh and we don't have any money for me to get the help I need. I once thought about running away to somewhere I could get help but quickly dismissed it as I was too afraid I would completely lose it. I have decided to finally ask for help because the other day I actually think I did lose it. It would be really nice if someone would just tell me what to do 😭