usually my episodes are unrelated to life. but if there is one thing that screws me hardcore it is major stress. I feel major stress right now but I have also recently started zoloft. I feel crazy crazy crazy tonight. I am hoping it will pass and it probably will. but I'm not sleeping. I feel on the verge of....something. idk idk idk
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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