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Old Jun 06, 2017, 01:20 AM
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Originally Posted by darkpurplesecrets View Post
Just feel the need to reach out somewhere and hope someone can hear maybe what we are unable to say. Feeling so alone and as though we don't matter like no one even notices we are not around, that we have pulled away into silence. Why does no one seem to ask the question of what did they do that has caused us the inability to asked for help, to fear even those that are supposed to be safe, to shut down to silence when it is clear we are not okay. Seems no one cares and while no one can read our mind or know what we need, our silence and absence should speak volumes but seems to only scream how much we are really alone and mean nothing. Feels we are disappearing a little more each day and no one even notices or maybe they do and it is for the best............


I have felt a bit like that myself. I've shared a bit with some friends, not a lot but enough for them to know that this is hard for me. They pulled away from me too.

My heart tells me that maybe sometimes people don't know how to respond or be there when someone is walking through things that are not a physical issue. It doesn't make it feel any better but I have tried to see it that way.

Please do keep posting. I have found friends here who do understand and it has helped me greatly.
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