I am struggling trying to figure out how to fix this part of my life. I have recently realized that I am a very angry person. I can list a dozen reasons why I could be, however I want and need to learn how to let that all go. I have had some not so good relationships including a divorce and I find myself continuously sabotaging the decent relationships in my life(whether romantic, personal or career). I am currently in a not so typical relationship and I am continuously mean to him. When we are alone, when we are out in public, anywhere and it is even worse the week before my cycle. He has recently hurt me emotionally and I find myself using this anger to try to hurt him.. How do I fix this, Where do I look for help? What can I do to stop this cycle?