i simply avoid some places out of fear of being treated bad by people such being judged or criticized. Some people are simply mean, and me being too kind doesn't help. I just feel bad if i said a word that might hurt someone even though they've attacked me first verbally. I really need a job nowadays however i'm scared co workers aren't going to be kind, so i just never attempt to search for a job. I've always been ridiculed and bullied for my looks by a lot of people and that simply puts my confidence wayyy down. im just too afraid to stand up for myself. That's why im always alone and stay away from people because of the bad treatment and earlier experiences.