I'm so sorry you're struggling starrysky. I can so relate. I work around people all day and just want to go home and veg after the day is over. I think the same way sometimes. And I let my social awkwardness and being overweight get in the way. When I look at it logically, I am a cashier and a bazillion customers come through my line every day to check out their items. I can talk to them and get through okay. I enjoy the interaction and am good at ********ting, lol.

My daughter just had somebody at her work purchase a 6 month membership for me to an adult/senior center that I'm so close to I can spit on the building. I went in this morning to sign up and there's all kinds of things to do. I'm committing myself to doing this 2-3 times a week. (not exercise place, just activities) I think I need that different avenue for friendship and events out of the house.

Keep me posted or feel free to pm me if you like.