i seriously think i'm at my breaking point with these obsurd thoughts that i so conviently decide to obsess over. its the ocd i know this stuff never happened. but i worry about last friday i went with my father in law to help pick out presents for my mother in law. and i'm so worried that i did something bad that i don't remember like maybe i tried to sleep with him or i did and just don't remember. wtf now come on i can honestly look at this and tell myself its crazy and that it didn't happend but i can't get it out of my head. just like i worry about after my fiance leaves in the morning, when i fall back asleep i have this crazy obsession that i sleep walk and randomly have sex with my other roomates. again i know this doens't happen seeing as we all sleep with our doors locked but i still freak out about it. it drives me crazy i hate it and don't want to dwell on things like this anymore b/c it freaks me out. wierd thoughts and wierd i mean really wierd dreams i hate it. sometimes my zoloft works but most of the time (like now) i feel like its nothing more than a fricken sugar pill.
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!
does anybody else ever feel like this or think wierd things like this i'd really like to know that i'm not the only one.

-nicole!