Today was the worst morning I've had in a long, Long time. Every cell in my body felt it was being tortured at a cellular level....every inch.....my stomach and bowels on fire....pain inside and out....the hair growing from my head hurt so bad. It's gotten a bit better but I feel so heavy....every step hurts....typing this hurts. How are we expected to live like this? I'm only 42......my grandpa turns 99 in September and tells me every time I see him that he's ready for the dirt. It's heartbreaking to hear....but I know he's in pain. It hurts to breath.