As some of you know I battle daily horrible chronic pain. Most people just do t understand what it's like. I used to try to explain it but I've come to realize that unless you have it, you can't possibly fathom what it's like. It's pure hell. I'm looked down on for something I can't fix. I'm treated like I would get better if I just did more. People are so cruel with their judgements....if they knew how cruel they would stop but everyone walks around thinking they work harder and have it harder than the next person I think. I'm sorry I'm whining....I'm just so tired of it. I woke up in horrific pain....I felt like I was being tortured on a cellular level....every square inch hurts, inside and outside....even the hair growing from my scalp hurts. I'm feeling defeated.....how am I going to make it through this life? One day or moment at a time I'm told. I'm just so, so tired. I'm grateful to have my sanity but the torture never ends. I feel a zillion years old. My body has turned against me. At least I have my mind today....I'm trying to look on the bright side but it hurts!!!