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Originally Posted by Trace14
With much dread the day is here. My Dad's birthday, almost 4 years since we celebrated our birthdays together. Then he took his life and my life changed for the worst. I can't be happy for his birthday and that bothers me...all I can feel is hurt, anger, guilt, grief, and abandonment. He wasn't perfect but he was my Dad and I still love him and miss him dearly.
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Trace, I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my mother this week and my brother just entered a State Hospital. i'm feeling pretty alone these days. I lost my dad and my other brother long before their time. More than thirty years later I still miss my dad more than I can say. His spirit is still with me. It's like no time has passed he is in my DNA. Trace, you will see your dad again one day. Shalom.
"Tzarati lefanav agid, agid." -I will tell him of my troubles.