OK My Friends~
thanks again for so much good support here, I apprecitate it.I did call my T. I waited till almost time for the office to close though but I got to talk to him instead of leaving a voicemail so I was sorta glad about that.So anyways. We talked at length about it. And WE think that the reasons behind this are the same that I have been dealing with anyways. He wants to see if I can handle this on my own first here, before starting therapy back up. Which I was happy about hearing really. I think part of his reasoning behind this too is to build up my confidence in myself and some more self reliance. Trusting to do what is right for me. And seeing if Ican do it on my own. He gave me some tools. Which I think most of them are listed in Silvers reply to me on my post about this. So really I just need to look at her post for reminder and I will be getting a call from T on around the first of the year to check in on me to see how things are. So basically that is it. I know some of you may not agree with how he is handling this, but I do agree with it. I want to be more self reliant and confident in myself. And I think this is a good thing to see if I can do this on my own. And its not like he is abandoning me either. He has always made it known that I can call him when I need to. So I always have that too. So Hey I did call !!! Yay Yay!!

Thanks again guys!!!
Hugz~
Beth