Thank you all for replying. I kept convincing myself I was just being overly sensitive about everything. I feel so stupid for how I react to his questions, but they make me so uncomfortable and I just don't want to do it anymore. I honestly think a lot of my depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation in the last few months has been due to him relentlessly forcing me to relive the abuse through every session. I just didn't connect the dots until last night for some reason.

I'll definitely try harder to find a better trauma therapist. It's just so hard to find one that I can afford that also has experience.