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Old Jun 06, 2017, 06:28 PM
Anonymous41403
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Originally Posted by ElsaMars View Post
As some of you know I battle daily horrible chronic pain. Most people just do t understand what it's like. I used to try to explain it but I've come to realize that unless you have it, you can't possibly fathom what it's like. It's pure hell. I'm looked down on for something I can't fix. I'm treated like I would get better if I just did more. People are so cruel with their judgements....if they knew how cruel they would stop but everyone walks around thinking they work harder and have it harder than the next person I think. I'm sorry I'm whining....I'm just so tired of it. I woke up in horrific pain....I felt like I was being tortured on a cellular level....every square inch hurts, inside and outside....even the hair growing from my scalp hurts. I'm feeling defeated.....how am I going to make it through this life? One day or moment at a time I'm told. I'm just so, so tired. I'm grateful to have my sanity but the torture never ends. I feel a zillion years old. My body has turned against me. At least I have my mind today....I'm trying to look on the bright side but it hurts!!!
I have it too with my back. I'm so sorry you have it too. Hugs. I even hired someone to come clean today even though I really can't afford it bc I'm hurting more lately bc I've been more active the last couple of weeks. My brother is coming here from California next week and I just couldn't let him see what a mess my apt is. And you add on the bp and depressions we deal with, it's so hard.

My sister's are mad that I'm spending money on a house keeper. But I've been waking up in so much pain I see no other way. I only have ibuprofen and muscle relaxer for the pain. They help a little. I could probably get hydros again but I don't want to have to need them. It just sucks. Hugs to you Elsa and wc!
Hugs from:
Anonymous59125, liveforsummer, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
Thanks for this!
Wild Coyote