I think you definitely need to get a good therapist who can help you figure out why you self sabotage so much. The right Meds will definitely help but you need to figure out what's going on and how you can get better. Hopefully Iop will be helpful and get you on the right track.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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