Dear T,
Really anxious about seeing you today. I know you're just going to try to explain how I misunderstood all the stuff you said last week. I'm not sure how to convey to you that it's not just *what* you said, but *how* you said it to me. And why it hurt. An apology would go a long way, but not sure if I'll get one.

Hoping you'll have talked to MC by the time of our appointment, so you can share what you talked about, though not sure if you'll have found time to meet with him. MC said Monday that you were going to set an actual meeting appointment with him, which suggested it wasn't on the books yet. I know you only work one day next week, so if you don't see him by the end of today, it will be another 2 weeks. I'm just really anxious about the meeting and don't want to have to wonder for another 2 weeks what you'll talk about...

Be kind to me today...

Love,
LT