Well, I'm going to go out on a limb here....

as I don't agree that men have to have novelty and they should/do get aroused by porn.
I wonder if your viewing it had nothing to do with your libido.... but had to do with a "forbidden". You've heard the old saying about children- when they're told not to do or touch something that's when they are more likely to do so. Maybe it's the-- with all due respect-- the immature part of you that just wants to press the limit?
Well, that's just what I was wondering... since you said: </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I did not enjoy it and I was not aroused by it...
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but I have no clue why after 2 years of not viewing it I did again. I don't think I had the intention of masturbating to it but I honestly do not know why I even looked. This is something that she hates and I know that.
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just a different view........
mandy