My son brought me a two month old pug last night. I kind of feel lost. We kind of just stare at each other. And when we aren't staring at each other, "Stewey" bites my toes and tries to take off my socks. I feel so "distant".

I used to be "warm hearted" and very easy to get to know. Seems I have become, oh dear, could it really be "shallow" and distant. Not getting close to anything or anyone. Just surface connection. Kind of looks that way. I think?

I am, could it be "scared". All of these self questioning over a lil dog. I dunno, maybe I am just tired.

When I get the "thingie" to get the pics off the camera, I will post a pic of the new pug.

I love animals. Well, at least I thought I did. Why don't I feel that aaaaaaaaa he is sooo cute stuff. And he is "mine". And all that good stuff...

Think I shall take a nap and hope that is all I need. Cuz this lil fellow needs someone who can bond and love him.