Hey. I'm Feeling somewhat uncertain as to how the fck I am doing...
I don't know. Overall I suppose things are okay. I just feel like I want to scream at the top of my lungs for no apparent reason. I think I'm antsy. Bored. I need to feel more alive than this. Is this really as good as it gets? Where is the great? Maybe I just need a hobby. Or the ability to stick with something and not ****k it up and abandon it and look for something else, rinse and repeat. Grr.
Sorry I am in a whinyesque mood I supppse. Just feeling sort of blah. Desperately in need of some stomach aching laughter or wearing a grin all day long so that it that hurts my face. I am rambling. I just want to feel like someone else for a little while.
Take care evrybody. Keep on being rock stars who kick depression right in the crotch and take him down...
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