I just got back from my psychiatrist office today and he agreed with the diagnoses of Bipolar Disorder. He also happen to diagnose me with Social Anxiety Disorder. I'm hoping that I can make more good changes. Like I am looking more at colleges. I think I might benefit from getting a car as I also am looking at a gym membership. Today has been pretty good. I had to find my way their with a GPS and I still got lost. I need to pay close attention. I did have one scare today and it was kind of a threat to me. I'm so scared that I don't know if I want to get behind the wheel now. I tried to pass a garbage truck and then this maroon ford it looked like was coming up and I tried to pick up speed pass the garbage truck, the that ford was already on me. I feel so guilty. I feel like I should have my license in some ways.